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________xx -whyizzitgottabeme`|| on.my.own

6.12.05
    我讨厌你,
    我更恨我自己.
    我恨我自己那么的脆落,
    那么的无可奈何,
    那么的心软,
    那么的不坚定.
    我的决心已开始动摇了.
screw.yu| 13:15

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4.12.05

    the pressures are amounting.
    sleepless night,
    or well, i just cannot get a decent slp at home.
    you said i don't tell you my problems,
    i did say and did you listen?
    i hate it when you always threaten me.
    sometimes i just feel like i'm an orphan instead.
screw.yu| 01:49

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