- 我讨厌你,
我更恨我自己.
我恨我自己那么的脆落,
那么的无可奈何,
那么的心软,
那么的不坚定.
我的决心已开始动摇了.
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4.12.05
the pressures are amounting.
sleepless night,
or well, i just cannot get a decent slp at home.
you said i don't tell you my problems,
i did say and did you listen?
i hate it when you always threaten me.
sometimes i just feel like i'm an orphan instead.