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17.1.06

你哭了!
小强真的想帮你搽掉眼泪,
借你他可靠的肩膀,
扛起你所有的负担,
让你只懂得快乐.

all the promises i've made,
will never fade
even till the day i'm gone.
i mean it.
i mean it.
i mean it!
know what this means? haha.


you got your own circle of friends
and i've got mine too.
when your friends need you,
just go ahead.
best friends are hard to come by.


after we went out for movie,
you stopped sms-ing me.
then i added you in msn justine_wa@hotmain.com,
and you dint accept.
yup, i know.
wrong e-mail! haha.
so i was still wondering what went wrong,
and you choose to ignore me.
i'm trying to be the normal me that day,
trying not to be nervous,
but maybe is my 表现太烂了.
and so i stopped myself from sms you also.


today was the 1st time that i managed to see your blog.
i asked you for it once,
but you refused to give it to me.
you know my e-mail add and yet you dint add me. ):

i don't wanna tell others my probs
is that i don't want your to be unhappy with me.
so i choose to keep everything with myself.
i think the same applies to you too.
maybe if i'm not wrong,
the same applies to you too.
you don't wanna tell me anything,
cause you don't wanna add on to my burden.

i thought you like someone else.
i thought you was just entertaining me.
or maybe you just treat me as a normal friend.
cause i really know not much abt you.

sometimes i'm just afraid.
i'm afraid of losing.
losing you.
i have no confident in myself.
i'm a coward.
i'm trying my best to overcome my emotional barrier.