3.9.07

i took such courage to forgive you.
i thought you might have changed a bit.
i'm taking more burdens to minimize yours.
i gave up so much.
i'm still 19,
i need my teenshood,
i need my freedom,
i need my fun,
i need my memories.
must you deprived me of everything?
must i always spell out everything so that you'll know i care?


i hate myself for being so softhearted.
i just can't bring myself to hate you.

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