- 一向独来独往，
习惯黑暗的我，
也开始害怕起寂寞了？
do you feel what i the way i feel towards you?
did you feel my heartbeat?
did you feel how much i want you to be mine?
i <3>
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11.8.08
all i need is fresh air and a place to rest my head and you.
i'm really tired, really.
you ask for my wish,
you know what it is.
i do hope the wish will be fulfilled,
or maybe it will never be.
跌的越深，
就伤的越痛。
我好像真的太宠，太疼你了。
我的世界不要再环绕着你而旋转。
我会回到从前的我，
开始封闭回我的内心世界。
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8.8.08
放弃一个很爱你的人，
并不痛苦。
放弃一个你很爱的人，
那才痛苦。
爱上一个不爱你的人，
那是更痛苦。
别提等到错过后才去后悔，
别等到失去后才想挽回。
i need a break,
i need a kit kat. haha.
i'm flaring up just so often lately.
i need a long break.
i don't say anything don't mean i've no opinion,
just don't test my patience.
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3.8.08
fcuk up fcuk up fcuk up!
feel so fcuk up with myself.
i just cannot concentrate myself on the court.
少了你的加油，
我好像少了翅膀，
变得无能为力。
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17.7.08
record breaken!
you've actually broken so many of my unspoken rule.
what to do.
i feel so silly myself sometimes. haha.
7months!
jia you, jia you and jia you!
爱他“最初的自己”
两个人相处总有摩擦，
只盯住伴侣的缺点，
你永远也不会接纳对方。
srry yu jia and gang,
been missing out for the outing.
promised to meet up soon. (:
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10.7.08
男人一个月次的低潮期，
也快过了。
陈勇伸，你要好好加油！
我好讨厌喝醋的感觉。
真的好讨厌！
sorry girl,
for the attitude,
and emo-ing this few days.
sincere apologies.
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陷得越深，
就越难自拔。
我好像真的陷得无法自拔了。
i hate this feeling.
fairy god mother please quide and help me!
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i read abt this somewhere:
人生就像强奸，
反抗不了，
就要好好享受。
工作就像轮奸，
你不行了，
就换别人上。
月薪就像月经，
一个月不来就完蛋了！
though it's funny,
but i feel that it's quite true. haha.
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24.4.08
as requested,
i shall post abt the fun trips with my not-so newly made friends.
went je k-box with sikoon, ah ber, ping ping, dong ling, roy and one more.
(i forget his name. oops! xp)
started at 7pm and suppose to end at 3 am,
but we went off at around 1am cause everyone is too tired.
we got like only 5 person singing only
6hrs/5persons=1hr plus per person.
thanks ping ping for sending us home. (:
steamboat session at bukit timah with sikoon, valen, ah ber, ping ping, wei te and dong ling
to send off dongling cause he's flying to taiwan for 1month plus.
the food is nice so is the price. haha.
my wife's place for singing cum drinking cum pool and pool.
all was very high esp ping ping. lol.
thanks wei te for sending us home. (:
majong session at my hse with valen, ping ping, ah ber and wei te.
we were in a funny and lock-up situation.
valen was playing for me,
i was playing for ping ping,
and i keep winning happily.
it's a bit complicated i know.
i'm confused too. haha.
and thanks valen for the ride home.
got to work work work,
think i'm oweing valen a bit too much.
and yup i went for a movie marathon myself. (:
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5.4.08
唉！心情烂透了。
原来男人也有他们每个月一次的低潮期！
对了，i'm back to singapore.
还以为这次出国心情会好一些，
反而好像更差了。
都是你的错！
你真得让我好羡慕喔！
其实，我还蛮嫉妒的。
你的直率，开朗、
你的妈妈，婆婆也都好可爱！
这些温暖对我都是一些奢望。
家...
我越像珍惜，它就越遥远。
为什么我非得把心事说出来，你才了解？
难道就没有一个我什么都不必说，也能了解我的人吗？
孤单、寂寞?
习惯之后
一个人也会很自在。